Loss

The decline of western man contained within two quotes:

“Only in recent times has aristocracy, like royalty, taken on a mere secular and political character. In the beginning, aristocracy and royalty were based on character, race, honor, velour, and faithfulness, on noblesse d’epee and on noblesse de coeur. In later times a plebeian view of the aristocracy arose that denied even the privileges of blood and tradition.” – Evola, Julius

“The ritual and sacral element was the foundation of the authority of both the higher castes and of the father in the ancient patrician family. In Western Aryan societies such as Greece and Rome, the pater familiae originally enjoyed a status similar to that of the priest-king. The term pater was synonymous with the king (hence the words rex, αναξ, βασιλευς); it conveyed the idea of spiritual authority as well as that of power and majestic dignity. 

According to some views with which I totally concur, the state is an application on a larger scale of the same principle that in the beginning constituted a patrician family. Therefore the pater, though he was the military leader and the lord of justice of his relatives and slaves, in primis et ante omnia was the person entrusted with performing those traditional rites and sacrifices proper to every family, the rites and sacrifices that constituted its nonhuman legacy.” – Evola, Julius

A modern disconnect, a sense of disillusionment, a disrespect for all and everything, including of one’s own self, a loss of dignity, a decline towards feminine earthiness, with promiscuity and animalistic instincts unleashed upon the world, all revealed.

A shallow and empty spirituality finding enlightenment in self-hating depravity and superficial idolatry.

The deterioration of the masculine spirit is accompanied with the slow extinction of the pater, the father figure, the connector to one’s entire family legacy and to the spiritual realm which seeks to break free from its earthly bonds.

The masculine spirit strives to rise above, to overcome, to fly upwards towards a projected divinity, an ideal, and its loss constitutes a decline towards the soil, the instinctive the hedonistic, emotional, irrational, and materialistic, the feminine.

Have not some females belonging to the extremes, those more masculine types or those of such profound femininity that the loss is experienced as a feeling of abandonment, have begun to sense the absence.

They cannot fully rationalize it, for they are still stuck in modernistic ploys and pretenses, but they sense it on a visceral level.

As usual they try to explain it by finding the easiest path, the path of least resistance, and they put the blame on the very males they’ve rejected for not living up to their expectations and their modernistic New Age ideals. They defend the very principles that emasculate males and then complain about the absence of any “real” ones.

Where are all the fathers?

Where are all the men who were representatives of their family and their entire bloodline; those who accepted accountability for the entirety?

Emasculated; forced to take over the roles women wish to escape because they’ve been made to feel ashamed of them.

Know Thyself…but how can you know yourself when you’ve cut yourself off from the very ones who can connect you to who and what you are?

What is this New Age self you play at?

A modern man, a metrosexual, cooing and teasing and flexing; a modern woman, a hypermasculine female, wearing the uniforms to pretend she is what she can never be.

Caricatures of a lost inheritance.  

Who are you if not your entire past?

What are you instead now that you have detached yourself from it?

Your job?

Are you your belongings and your properties?

Are you your tits and ass, your engorged cock?

Is that all you are, modern man? Are you that simple?

What is this “self” who search for in nothingness, in emptiness, in projected absolutes or in future possibilities?

When you’ve lost that masculine upward thrust, towards flight, you settle upon a blind and deaf mother earth and all you can see is determined by your miniscule height.